Time For Change

Well the holiday season is over and we are all being given a new beginning.  It is only 4 days in to the new year and I have made many changes already.  Christmas was really hard on me this year as I really missed my parents.  I haven't talked to either of them in over 10 years.  This year I decided to break that cycle by
writing them a letter, not a text, email, or ecard, but a actual letter.




Kris mailed the one to my mother today but my father refuses to give me his to write him and asks that I use my sister as a mediator.  I just won't go for that and think it is childish but that is his choice.  I am excited about the response I may get from my mother and hope it is a good and positive one.

I also had to make a change in finding myself once again.  I am still going through this each day of my life due to this BiPolar disease.  I was in the hospital a bit for it and they really helped me learn how to cope with the illness.   They also put me on some medication that REALLY makes me tired until I get use to it.  I can already feel it working as I am getting more driven and motivated each day.  I got to bed at a decent  hour each night but keep waking up with some bad dreams hat I haven't told anyone about.  They are really  but I creepy but I hope they pass soon.

I am ready for the day off tomorrow so I can sit and relax so these meds adjust and I can get back on the air again.  I really miss the shows and assure you I will be back soon. I must learn how to take care of mysef before anyone else for this to work.

Until next post